BITTER PAIN THE FUEL,THAT DRIVES THE VEHILCLE CALLED LIFE!

LIFE IS A MYSTERY WE NEVER NEVER TRULY UNRAVEL.SO MANY PATHS AND LAND TO EXLORE.IS THERE EVEN A DESTINATION TO THE JOURNEY,THAT WE INVEST OUR LIFE'S IN?IVE OFTEN WONDERED WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO PURSUE A SEEMINGLY HOPELESS CAUSE;WHICH IS TO FIND HAPPINESS OR AVIOD ITS PAIN AND HEARTACHE?NEVER HAS IT HURT ME MORE THAN CURRENTLY IN MY LIFE.THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THE HAPPIEST TIME OF MY LIFE,WHEN DECIDE TO WALK DOWN LIFE'S AISLE,WITH THE WOMAN I LOVE,TO OUR ETERNITY.HOW LIFE MAKES UP ITS OWN RULES,WITH TOTAL DISREGARD AND CONTEMPT FOR THE STATUS QUA.INSTEAD IT BRINGS FOR ACHES AND TEARS TO RPLACE THE FLOWERS.DO YOU SIMPLY OBLIGED AND WAVE THE WHITE FLAG AND SURRENDER OR DO YOU STAY AND FIGHT FOR THE EXISTENCE AND SURVIVAL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS?MY SOUL ARE CRYING OUT INVANE FOR HELP FROM THOSE THAT STOOD BY MY SIDE THROUGH MY HAPPIER DAYS,FAILING TO HEED MY CALL OF DISTRESS.THOUGH I KNOW MY MAKER IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE,I ERR ON THE HUMAN FALLACY,OF ALWAYS BELIEVING MORE IN WHAT WE CAN SEE.MY HEART MAYBE BROKEN RIGHT NOW WITH NO-ONE TO TALK TO,BUT MY SPIRIT IS UNWAVERING IN ITS PURSUE TO FIND TRUE HAPPINESS.THIS LIFE HAS BECOME,A LIFE OF AFFIRMATION.WHERE WE WOULD SELL OUR SOULS AND BEGRUDGE OUR BELIEVES,TO IDOLIZE AND TAKE TO PROPAGANDA.MY SOUL IS WEEPING,BUT IT WONT BE IN VANE.