Showers of blessings in a bitter society.

So as the heavens open above,i stare in aur and wonder if this is Gods tears or blessings that befall us?Our rainbow nation South-Africa has failed the most vulnerable so dismally lately.The ones God entrusted with the power to change the lifes of all,has acted so shamefully and inapropiate to be polite.Has humanity lost all sense of consciosnious?Have our hearts become like Pharoas'?Our children and woman are being hurt  in unimaginable ways.We step on each other on our way to endeavour our empire of wealth.We are so busy getting ahead that we are oblivious to apperant heart-ache and destruction we leave behind.People are dying of hunger in a country that portray economic freedom and social wealth globally.I stare at the rain as it sweeps all in its wake.Dams are overflowing and rivers are streaming jolly along.The trees are glowing and our farmers are elated over consequence of the showers from above.It is after all the middle of the rain- season in our country and while the affluent will rejioce over the eminent growth the rain will bring and the big harvest they will have this season,the very poor that work that crop will,hope they'll survive.Houses build to just survive no propper protection against the elements.Yet we continue as if we live only for ouirselves.We percieve the showers of blessings(rain) as only another way to complement our wealth.

Long journey to eternal faith.

So 34 years ago my journey to faith started.I've lived my life always,well aware of my faith and power from above.I'll be the first to admit that I've made some horrible choices in my life and always claimed to have faith.Now more than three decades,i wonder did i really have?So many obstacles in my life i had to encounter,all happening to lead me to me my inevitable journey and destiny with faith.Just how hard is the true transition?You constantly believe and you are never out of touch with the Lord,yet its always harder when you being tested.How vulnerable are us humans when we faced with an immediate threat,that we have prayed for days on end?Faith is perhaps the easiest to find but the hardest to hold on to.Adversity can break a man to piont where his spirit just wonders of to the mountain of despair and seek comfort in the arms of despondency-to be a man comes with so much responsibility and accountancy,that it'll be impossible to make it without faith.So i decided to prayer very hard to get my faith back that I've left behind who knows how long back.The Lord said he who believes shall achieve.Why i opted to put my faith in the hands of humans all this while,is beyond me.I mean the Lord created me and he planned my life,long before i met any man on earth.If all the mountains around should tumble i'll hold on to my faith and know it's the Lord's will.No shadow will be dark for my restless soul.Strange how age seem to make us this wise persons,when we're actually,just people who made alot of mistakes,to gain a bit of knowledge. Some are afforded the oppertunity to rectify and testify about them,while others have to pay the ultimate price...death.So even when it seems to be overwhelming and my spirit has seemingly abandoned me,i seek without ending to find and hold on to my faith.    

Long journey to eternal faith.

Aint no sunshine when its dark

So as the darkness came to over-shadow my life.I stumbled and fall.Didnt know what to do.Didnt know how to stand up.Every where i looked i couldnt see anything.My pain became unbearable,as i searched for some sort of consolation.All the world's knowledge brought me no closer to a solution.Why must we as people endure such pain i asked.The answer overwhelmingly clear and unambiguous;we bring most of it over ourselves,but even than the greater plan of our creator are at work.We tend to become self-preserving,thinking we can live this life without God.We believe we are immortal.I will not surrender to the pain and humiliation i have to endure,but will rather indulge in what God has instore.

THE BLEEDING WOUND OF A HEALING NATION.

So as my country,divided and divers-ed as it is stare down the face of another election,i ponder on all the improvements in our life's since,democracy.We still have our freedom paid for so deerly well protected.Do we really have freedom the way  our ancestors and comrades intended for us?A new struggle has begun in this beautifully decorated county of ours. POWER and WEALTH is the game an elite group plays,at the poors expense.Every political party preaches a gospell of prosperity but are we suddenly gonna see the disappearance of shacks and homeless people.Are we gonna create jobs for half the unemployed?We don't really expect either of them to do it now,just to be honest with us,we've had enough lies.